Talia, The Queen's Own ([personal profile] thequeensown) wrote2011-10-13 02:18 pm
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9th Sending [Commentlog] Backdated 10/12

[Talia has been keeping herself busy with weapons training of late, practicing with both the blades she received from Kevas and her own throwing knives. She was talented enough with the weapons, but she was not one to let herself sit idly by and grow rusty in the slightest if she was capable of a bit of training.

She is out behind the stables, practicing with a temporary target setup she has there, when the first hint of something wrong touches the edge of her shields. It's distracting enough that she pauses mid-throw and looks back toward the barracks, tentatively lowering her shields.

What she receives in response is one of the most painful stabs to her empathic mind that she can recall in recent history. Instantly her shields are back in place, but the damage is done and her own head is throbbing openly in response.
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Havens ..

[She is off and moving before she has time to think, her soft booted feet falling lightly upon the ground. She hits the barracks at that same run, grabbing the corner of the doorway and allowing her own velocity to swing her quickly around. Her shields lower again, although this time she is ready for the agony as it hammers behind her eyes. It still hurts, but being prepared for it helps .. a little.

She reaches the third floor of the barracks in quick order, coming to a halt outside the door that holds the source of the painful outburst. She does what comes naturally and what comes with years of training, trying the door and hoping that just maybe it's already unlocked.

She has no idea whom is inside the room, or what has happened to cause the tremendous pain she is picking up from them, but she will do her best to see it right and to ease the pain in any way she can.
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Heyla .. my name is Talia .. I'm coming inside ..

[At the same time she tries the door, finding it thankfully open, she steps inside, uncertain of whom or what she'll find in the room ..]

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-13 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[If he could remember, Mads would recall that he had experienced this kind of pain before. And it was much more severe the first time around, if that was possible. But as it was, he was curled tightly, hands clutching desperately at wads of his curly hair. The pain was sharp, made him sensitive to lights and sounds, so the door opening makes him cringe.

The words to greet his guest will not come. He knows what he wants to say, but how to say it is lost in the muddle of voices from everyone in the Keep.

With a bit of effort, he opens his eyes, slowly apprehensively and looks in Talia's direction. Hello...?]

The PB is part of the reason I love Mads so much.

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-14 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
[The relief, the respite is so welcomed that it takes an incredible amount of composure to keep from launching himself at Talia and hugging her tightly. His hands lower and the pain that had once twisted his features was gone in an instant. It was as if the pain had never been there at all.

His gratitude literally cannot be expressed with words. Even though he is no longer plagued with the thoughts of others, how to speak is still lost to him. Fortunately, however, he does know how to write! So he motions for her to wait a moment while he finds the journal and quill.

The language he writes is probably unfamiliar to Talia, but thank Deior for the fancy language translation.]


Thank you. So much.

<3!

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-14 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Talia is safe from that. Mads is unable to control his ability at this point. And that's not what bothers him. The fact that he has it at all is what makes his skin crawl. Talia can probably feel it, the utter disgust licking at his senses. He doesn't know. Maybe she does. His shields are nonexistent, aside from what she herself is providing for him.]

I...cannot remember. It...feels like a dream.
Edited 2011-10-14 03:33 (UTC)

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-14 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I remember language. Just not how to say it.

[This was frustrating, being unable to vocalize it. When she mentions memories, its as if it triggers a flash of them. Brief and hard to pin down exactly. There's a woman associated with resentment...and mom.]

Thank you again.

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-15 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh Talia, that is not the worst of it. There are also some pretty terrible images associated with that woman. And where his name came from. Do you see it? Pretty gruesome, if you ask me. Not to mention he feels like...no remorse. He doesn't do remorse.]

You are really too kind.

[Perhaps for your own good.

But if you keep probing, you'll see all kinds of things associated with the Facility and a bit of an obsession with a certain other Keep resident.]

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-16 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well here's one. It's a cat. A white cat. Sapphire's her name. And he loves that cat more than he does people. Isn't that kind of sad? There is no one else terribly important in his life. Maybe that's why he threw himself into his work. Gave him some kind of purpose. Or maybe its got something to do with that woman. Who knows? Mads certainly doesn't.]

No. I...

[The words trail off and he seems to be concentrating. Thinking entirely too hard. He wants the pieces of this puzzle put together now plz, so Talia can get out of his head. His gratefulness for her shields is starting to give way to wariness. He's growing agitated the longer she stays and there's little he can do to hide it from her.]

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-18 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sapphy is his darling~

He looks up at her when she speaks. Something buried in his brain is telling him to lie, pretend he doesn't know what she is talking about. But if he does that, she could very well take her shields away and he can't deal with that pain again. He just can't. Besides, she was in his head. She knew full well what he was capable of.

So rather begrudgingly, he does as he is told. He's concentrating, following Talia's lead.]

[identity profile] but-why-u-mad.livejournal.com 2011-10-22 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[You needn't worry your pretty little red head, Talia. Mads isn't interested in you or your powers, as he's certainly more preoccupied with getting revenge on a certain shifter. But that's for later. When he's done being confused and when he can block people out of his brain.

Seriously, nobody should be in there.

Confident that he is able to hold his own shields now, he reaches for the journal again and scrawls quickly across the page.]


I believe I can manage from here.